…But What I REALLY Want To Do Is Direct

I can’t remember a time in my life that wasn’t influenced by music. My mother studied ballet as a youngster and loved all the dance music by the great masters. She also loved big band music and introduced me to Duke Ellington, Glen Miller, Count Basie, Stan Kenton, and Maynard Ferguson. My father was born in Mexico City and learned to love music that he heard on the radio. He especially loved the dark, brooding music that played as the opening for his favorite mystery show. Somehow, he did some research and discovered that the music was from the opening bars of the music for the ballet “The Firebird” by Igor Stravinsky.

Here are those opening bars (I’m referring to the first sixty seconds of this video, but feel free to listen to the whole thing and be amazed at the beauty of Stravinsky!)

For my father’s 9th or 10th birthday he received a wrist watch (not a gift to be taken lightly given the family’s meager finances). When he learned that “The Firebird” was going to be performed by a traveling Russian ballet company passing through Mexico, he sold his watch to raise the money to buy a ticket so he could see and hear what the music was really all about. His mother was none-too-pleased with the selling of the watch, but my father was forever hooked on dance, theater and live orchestral music.

My mother took me to my first orchestra and jazz concerts, my father took me to my first ballet and musical comedy. Between my parents, I had a pretty well-rounded exposure to the arts from a very young age.

Herb Alpert & The Tijuana BrassSergio Mendes and Brasil '66Burt Bacharach

In the early 60s, while the British invasion was in full swing, I was listening, instead, to Herb Alpert and the Tijuana Brass. I also listened to many of the artists on the A&M label founded by Herb Alpert. Julius Wechter and the Baja Marimba Band, Sergio Mendes and Brasil ’66, Burt Bacharach. I took up the trumpet at the age of eight and decided I wanted to be Herb Alpert. I wasn’t as thrilled with playing the trumpet as I was with the notion of being the leader of a band. I spent many hours in my bedroom, learning to play trumpet with my right hand while conducting with my left. Bacharach recorded many instrumental tracks and I started practicing my conducting skills listening to the underscore cues from “Butch Cassidy and The Sundance Kid”.

Sidebar: One of my favorite cuts from the “Butch & Sundance” album is called “South American Getaway” which features vocals in the style of the Swingle Singers. Someone posted a copy of it on YouTube and I’ve included it here. The soulful female solo that starts at 0:51 is sung by Sally Stevens who, thanks to THE SIMPSONS and Alf Clausen, I’ve had the pleasure of meeting and working with for over twenty years now. I never dreamed that someday I’d get to meet the woman behind that fabulous performance. Keep working hard and you’ll be surprised at what and who can come into your life.

In 1970 “Raindrops Keep Fallin’ on My Head” from “Butch & Sundance” was a huge hit and at my elementary school it was chosen to be the song that the graduating 6th graders would sing at the ceremony promoting us to junior high school. I was chosen to lead the singing, my first conducting gig!

In 8th grade I was playing trumpet in the school orchestra. Every morning, instead of saying the Pledge of Allegiance we would play “The Star Spangled Banner”. I won’t bore you with the details, but the end of “TSSB” is difficult to conduct because it slows down and has two pauses in it. It’s always tricky to restart the orchestra from a pause. The teacher was having a hard time one day getting us restarted and I said something (I don’t recall exactly what I said) under my breath to a fellow trumpet player about what he was doing wrong. Of course, the teacher heard me and challenged me in front of the class: “So, do you think you can do it better, Ledesma?” As much of a smart-ass as I was, I didn’t have the chutzpah to say “yes” and apologized instead. To my great surprise and pleasure the next morning, the teacher ascended the podium and announced to the class that, “Ledesma will be conducting ‘The Star Spangled Banner’ this morning.” He stepped down and handed me the baton. He wasn’t being harsh – there was no attitude in his eyes or voice. He wanted me to try it. I did my thing (I also can’t remember if I was any more successful working through the pauses as he was, but I had a blast trying) and was hooked. No turning back. Thank you Henry Hull for one of the highlights of my musical life.

Seiji OzawaFrom that point forward it was all about conducting. I read books, watched conductors on TV, spent a small fortune of my and my mother’s money on LPs of orchestral works and study scores to learn what it was all about. I became a huge fan of Boston Symphony Conductor Seiji Ozawa and composer Gustav Mahler all in one sitting when PBS showed Mahler’s First Symphony under Ozawa’s baton one night in the 70s.

Here you can enjoy the final few minutes of Mahler’s 1st Symphony.

In high school I became student conductor and marching band Drum Major. I conducted “The Star Spangled Banner” at every home football game (Thanks again, Mr. Hull!) During summer programs and after I graduated I conducted the school musicals including “West Side Story”, “Gypsy” and “Evita” among others.

Then off to college as a conducting major. First at California Institute of the Arts, then at San Francisco Conservatory of Music. It was during my years at these two schools that something (or somethings) happened that altered my path. During my time at CalArts I got to meet and study under a young, up-and-coming new conductor on the scene named Calvin Simmons. Calvin SimmonsAt the time he was the Associate Conductor under Zubin Metha of The Los Angeles Philharmonic and was guest conductor at CalArts for one semester. At one point CalArts wanted to hire him as the full-time conducting teacher, but The L.A. Phil said he had too many commitments with them and would not allow him the time to teach. Calvin and I had struck up a good student/teacher relationship and he took me under his wing as a private student. WOW!

The following year I applied to S.F. Conservatory and Calvin got the job as the Music Director of the Oakland Symphony. So, as luck would have it, we both moved up to the bay area and I was able to continue studying with him. One day over lunch I asked him a pretty direct question. “Why Oakland?” At the time he was only 29 years old and had already conducted in Los Angeles, New York, London, and Milan. He had already conducted at The Metropolitan Opera. The Universe was his conducting oyster and he could live and make music anywhere he wanted. No offense to Oakland, but ….. Oakland? Calvin had been born and raised in San Francisco and, just like Dorothy said, “There’s no place like home.” He had spent his younger years building his career as a globetrotter – he even told me that at times it felt like being on the bus with the Buddy Rich Band traveling from gig to gig – and this was his opportunity to settle down and have a home. He told me that building a conducting career in America was akin to building an acting career – it was as much about charisma and box-office appeal as it was about making music. In Europe, graduating conducting students go to work at the opera and begin an apprenticeship that takes you from prompting to accompanying, to vocal coaching and eventually to conducting. Not so in America – you have to be the “next big thing” for an orchestra to want to hire you. Oakland gave Calvin a chance to settle right in and in his hometown backyard to boot. He couldn’t resist.

Even though I was only 21 years old at the time, I knew I wanted to have a home and some day a family and Calvin had suddenly made it clear that that was not going happen any time soon unless I became the “next big thing”. I wouldn’t say my dreams were squashed, but I felt a bit deflated and took a long time to think it over. I returned to Los Angeles and started thinking about what to do next on my career path. I had to decide what was really important to me. The saddest part of this story is that only three years later, Calvin died in a freak boating accident in upstate New York. His whole life, both musical and personal, back in his hometown, was over before it had a chance to really begin. He lived a very full and exciting life up until then and was a great mentor and friend to me.

My transition from conductor to music editor is covered in an earlier post which you can read here. I’ve been very happy with my career choices and decisions over the past thirty years. I have the home and family I’ve always wanted and I feel like I’ve been as lucky in my personal life as in my professional. I’ve even been afforded many opportunities over the years to exercise my conducting muscles. Composer Steve Dorff had me conduct a few cues in PURE COUNTRY, DUDLEY DO-RIGHT and BLAST FROM THE PAST. Composer Mark McKenzie had me conduct an entire session of THE LOST CHILD for “The Hallmark Hall of Fame”. And, of course, I get to conduct our wonderful SIMPSONS cast and guest stars whenever they have singing to do.

As much as I (and many fans) would love for THE SIMPSONS to go on forever, we all know that it will end someday. Then, maybe I’ll pick up my baton again and embark on a second musical career.

16 thoughts on “…But What I REALLY Want To Do Is Direct

    • Sometimes the music choices are mine. I’ll throw out suggestions at spotting and once in a while Al Jean likes the suggestion and uses it. Often the choices are written into the script, or Al will have put a piece of “temp” music in the edit to use as a “place holder”. Sometimes we will record our own version of what was in the temp or sometimes Alf will be asked to write something “similar” but not exactly that piece so that we don’t have to license its use.

      Yes, you may comment on my blog anytime you’d like.

  1. Great entry Chris, you are living the best life you could have ever chosen!

    Just came home from Segerstrom Hall, Pacific Symphony Mahler’s 9th. Amazing!! Stayed for the post-performance talkback session with Carl St. Clair, it was terrific! I brought my mom, because she was the one who introduced me to classical music.

    I was so lucky to be conducted by YOU at Hollywood High School, and to march in the Christmas Parade down Hollywood Blvd. It was you who made us feel like we could be as excellent and professional as we chose to be…You are a terrific and inspirational musical personality, and I was glad to even meet you! Keep up the good work, and congratulations on your successful career.

    Jeff Gothard,
    (Flute, HHS Band ’75-’78)
    Currently Managing the School District Cable TV Channel for Santa Ana Unified in Orange County.

    • Hey Jeff,
      Thanks so much for spending some time on my blog and for your very kind and generous words. It’s so great that you’re still sharing music with your mom. I loved being a part of the music “scene” at HHS and marching down Hollywood Blvd. at Christmas time is one of my fondest memories. Again, thank you.

      • I’m lucky to have kids that love music and dance as well. Grayson and Noah 14 and 12, auditioned for the OC High School of the Arts Music & Theatre Conservatory and both got it…younger sister Abigail Rose, 10, is dancing in The Nutcracker at Saddleback College. It is so fun to see them grow and learn…you must be enjoying the parenting thing too…

      • My parenting days are pretty much over (well, they’re never really over). My girls are both college grads, ages 28 & 25. My 28-year-old is married and gave us our first grandchild last year. Both my girls were in band or choir up through college, but neither are making a profession of music. Enjoy yours while they’re still young!

  2. I agree, I really enjoyed this post Chris.
    We have such similar taste in music – I played the Bacharach soundtrack to ‘Butch Cassidy’ to death and really liked the ‘Casino Royale’ soundtrack as well (saxes can do that?) makes me smile right now. Thanks, Bernie

      • ‘Bond Street’ from ‘Casino Real’ was exactly what I was thinking of! – I didn’t care much for sax players until I heard that! I wish the film was as good as Burt’s music! As a trumpet player, I studied with Pappy Mitchell, who was Herb Alpert’s teacher as well. His son, Ollie, has a great book out called ‘Lost but making good time’ – he was also a fine studio player that played on a lot of Bacharach sessions, Harry James, films, etc. i’m sure you probably are already familiar with the names. Did you know Paul LeBar from CalArts? He was a music major (trombone) and works for Disney now.

      • I hadn’t listened to “Bond Street” for quite some time and couldn’t suppress a smile hearing it again after all these years. Did not know Paul LeBar.

      • Sorry that you Paul did not cross paths at CalArts.
        Jim Comstock is another name that comes to mind from CalArts – he was in the film department.
        I wanted to ask if you happen to have the music or a transcription of the ‘South American Getaway’ – I had a thought to arrange it for brass – what do you think? Sounds like tonguing exercises in some ways 😉

  3. I like this entry too because you talk about the music that you remember when you were young. My dad has introduced me to so much music, and we see many live shows. My friends and other people my age have never heard of the music and bands that I like and don’t really seem interested to learn about them. That’s ok though since I know that I will always have an interest in music.

    • I have so many great memories of attending concerts, ballet and theatre with my parents. They’ve both passed away, but, as you would expect if you knew them, the last two times my mother ever left the house were to see a ballet and a concert featuring BLAST! at UCLA, and the last time my dad left the house was to attend a play with my brother. Loving the arts right up to the end!

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